Saturday, November 1, 2008

"I'm a prisoner & she's a cop w. the key my blood flows w. no trust towards her"





she can be materialistic give me everything i desire,want, need, always putting money in my pocket, but theres just a time when you dont even care about all of that and you just want your own space. Some say she cares "she gives you the world" just to cover up her mistakes nd tourments she puts me through. I cant have a conversaton without fights, disagreements, arguements and it all equals to punishments. Been punished for 4 weeks now feel like im in prison. Calling that person your "bestfriend" the one who you can trust the one who you can go to whenever theres something going on the person everyone in their life is "supposed" to have i really dont. Thats where jealousy comes in.Everyone can sit down with this person happening to be still alive in their lives and talk about everything from school-sex. I can't call this person "trustworthy" no matter how well things go. And if i do it hits me right in the face in the future whenever i fuck up. Nothing dealing with hatred, just can't deal with them. I need to get away, i need perhaps a vacation from my probation smfh.

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