Friday, July 26, 2013

Exhausted

Ever been so stressed, trying to find Euphoria? . . . thats how I feel.
I just cant give up on love, its not on my agenda

K

Late October of 08 I would never forget the first time we met, maybe because it was so sudden and the reason cannot be explained. We were so young and had our own immaturity that we both couldn't understand. As months passed by we both grew yet again your mindset stayed the same. More down the line you were more attached, attracted and drawn to me than ever. I wonder what made you this way? what could have possibly make you turn my direction...2 years after was only the beginning of the chase.

Homecoming

It's been years since I've been on this, it even feels a little weird. My best friend inspired me to blog, vent and spill out all the crazy shit that I've been threw in these past years, Here's my story.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Really? yes i'm serious you may have been the world to me once you may have meant something to me made me smile kept me goin but things have changed frm here and then Really? had the nerves to try and Acknowledge my heart without any doubt i would push you away and yes really, this time is different.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Miss independent

Lately I've realized how much i like being alone having time for myself not depending waiting on anyone else, I use to hate being by myself always had a friend by my side, telling them all my shit and all that, a boyfriend to be there when i needed a hug or a person to cal me and make me feel wanted,and now I found everything I ever needed within myself, I dnt need a shoulder to lean on I don't need a nigga to depend on I'm a one man band. The feeling of walking on my own two feet is greater than ever needing anything from anybody

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

say goodbye?

I fake it sometimes i try and i cant. I like them sometimes , barely, when i really dont.He's a very beautiful person inside and out deserves the best of all but i cant force myself to want him as much as he wants me.I wish i could give him wat he deserves and wat he desires but i can't, i freeze and it doesn't come out of me.