Really? yes i'm serious you may have been the world to me once you may have meant something to me made me smile kept me goin but things have changed frm here and then Really? had the nerves to try and Acknowledge my heart without any doubt i would push you away and yes really, this time is different.

Miss independent

Lately I've realized how much i like being alone having time for myself not depending waiting on anyone else, I use to hate being by myself always had a friend by my side, telling them all my shit and all that, a boyfriend to be there when i needed a hug or a person to cal me and make me feel wanted,and now I found everything I ever needed within myself, I dnt need a shoulder to lean on I don't need a nigga to depend on I'm a one man band. The feeling of walking on my own two feet is greater than ever needing anything from anybody

say goodbye?

I fake it sometimes i try and i cant. I like them sometimes , barely, when i really dont.He's a very beautiful person inside and out deserves the best of all but i cant force myself to want him as much as he wants me.I wish i could give him wat he deserves and wat he desires but i can't, i freeze and it doesn't come out of me.

tired of the same routine

Going back and forth with you, i couldn't admit to myself what you were doing to me. I was blind too caught up in the good things of you and I. Making the right cover up YOUR wrongs and all i think of is the memories,i was your girl your shoulder "your wifey" gave you all the space you needed more than what i should U took that and ran with it doing anyhing possible you could without realizin i was already gone.